I have to do balance therapy, speech therapy, neurocognitive therapy, physical therapy, and I wanted psychological therapy. I am on supplements called Mannatech and B12 just to name a few.

I am at a relief that I finally got a answer because my behavior amongst everything else was HORRIBLE!I do not know who I am and now I have done my research I got the answer to where I went.

My family is my positive support group.That is all I have and can trust!I told a few long time friends and they never called me back or I had one trying to analyze that I fell playing volleyball 10years ago!I thought what is this?

I feel now that I know it has went more to the mental problems and not so much the physical pain.Is this normal after you find out and your not in denial?

I was calling things out like my slow speech,paranoia,my impulsive behavior,headaches,sensitive to EVERYTHING ETC and doctors would play me like I was already crazy and I would fight with them because I know my body and mind and this was not me.

I got them good because I would refuse any pain meds because 1)I don't like them at all 2)They do nothing for me 3)I needed to keep as much of a clear head so I could fight for myself 4)Why would I want to add an addiction that would not cure me or give me any diagnosis? 5)The doctors could not say I had a drug problem!

I just want to know if after finding out now is it normal to have more intense mental problems?If so why?Please help