I had just talked to my doctor and found out why my mental stability had jumped to a major turn for the negative.... that I had not experienced since I been in accident...

The community I live in was doing maintenance on trees all week from 8am to 5pm M-F...I told doctor about this because I am now a stay home mom I listened to it all week and I was not mentally functioning like I was the week before....

This is why!!!No peace and quiet that put my mind in craziness!And my best friend washed his hands with me today on a negative note....

My dr said I don't need that and if it was not going anywhere to let it go....I can do it!Just kind of sad because he stood bye my side the whole time.

Even though, we argued that I said I had noticed all the different stuff happening to me while I was in unknown status and he argued I was fine and I was still the same....

And now I just want a pitty party and called me hostile names and then left the state!Thank God for him going far away!

I need strength to get myself ready for what I am facing....I guess this is a cry for help