there has been a very sad event in my life. i first got the news when i was profoundly depressed and felt devastated. i quit topamax and my mood seems improved but it does not take the grief away and other feelings... i don't want to be more precise. nutshell: loss and grief.

today, i was also very hard hit by news of the tragic fate of the poor nurse who answered the prank call regarding Princess Kate's wellbeing. my guess is she was already suffering, and that was the last straw for her.

plan for weekend:
try to enjoy whatever moments of laugher with my parents that i can. as tomorrow is a public holiday it's like two sundays and we will all be staying in... and

watching the snow, if it keeps snowing. (today we had the first snow.)

say some prayers for those who have moved on.

that is all.

waves