im so tired i feel like every bite of engery is sucked out of me my head hurts an been thowing up all night awww my oldest daughter is so mad at moma for being sick i was told yesterday im going to lose my eye sight an given a experation date somedays i think about just giving up an spending the last bite of time i have with my kids happy but then my daughter will be made for giving up but if i fight im sick everyday an miss out on things with my kids an they will be mad at me for that im lossing my marage its funny people think that when your sick thats when family an friends step up an be there for you but the truth is thats when they run away im lost all i have left is faith an hope an that some days runs short is there anyone out there having the same thoughts or pain im having?