(((((Steve))))) i'm sorry. you can pray. pray for humanity.

i am so sorry you are hurting. i appreciated the trigger icon. its just that i figured "heartbreak" meant a girl...

ok, so, well.... here's the thing. i won't be participating in this thread, beyond this post. please forgive me. i don't know the whole Connecticut story and do not want to, but i thought i'd at least explain why.


thing with me is i am already in too deep - i can't avoid the news my parents put it on and i get multiple daily overdoses of reports on yes, kids getting killed, and some by bombs, other horrific stories of violent crimes in the streets, in families, abundance of local natural disasters here this year have reaped deaths and homeless. i don't talk about it because i cannot deal. then there's the scary political/economical crap going on here that hits all the stranded people, and me directly. i am going to stop now. sorry. i feel nauseated and upturned in the soul. any and all of it all makes my skin crawl and it is not like i can divine what preschool is gonna be bombed next or by whom or who's gonna go off the deep end with a gun, nor the gangs that "mess up" 11 year old girls before beating them dead.


i wish these crimes would not get so much press. i don't see how it helps. in fact i think it can incite violence in others who may have that tendency. that makes me doubly sick. a lot of violent crimes are about getting attention. and the media steps right up to the plate. ugh.

i understand it hurts Steve. I hope you can say a prayer and think of something else soon. You hurt because you have a heart of gold.