I have been thinking a lot about this case....

I was very impressed, I mean, shocked.... I feel so sorry for the families of all the effected ones and, can imagine how they feel.... or probably I cant...

I feel so sorry because they were kiddies... not that older people "deserve" to be killed that way, but kiddies ? I dont get it, I cant imagine it or understand it.... However, working with a type of cancer that affect children, I have been reading a lot about why children die and stuff, and I want to believe the theory about the young people die at the right time, they were so pure, wise, perfect ! that their mission was accomplished really early in life... that explains many things to me... like when some babies just live a couple of months but their parents learn a lot in those 2 months...
So, Im trying to see this shocking event as that... like, literally 20 little angels had already accomplish their mission here....

Now, on the other hand, I have been thinking A LOT about this Adam guy... because recently I was called a "serial killer", I can only think, how can somebody kill someone ? why ? and I cant find answers but, I can imagine the hell he must had lived or was living to do what he did.... I have to say, I feel indeed sorry for the murdered... I never thought I would feel sorry for a killer, but it is true.... I feel sad because probably nobody noticed about his mental and emotional issues... or at least, nobody cared.... Poor guy.

I have no clue what mental issue he could have had... I dont have enough info on that matter, like, having autism would explain this ? dont think so but dont know.... even being schizo would explain it ? dont think so again but again, I dont know....

My prayers go to all those feeling this... you included dear Steve... Im aching too