Steve,
I am sorry that you have gone through so much.


Steve and Butterfly,

I worry about being on benzos and being in a wild, hard to plan situation where I cannot be on my medications.
It is frightening so I try not to think about it.


I do try to keep myself someone stable and somewhat organized (renewing the medications on time, keeping my appointments, staying out of jail, and such). I also do not like to travel because I am not around my stuff and my routine and I cannot predict what is going on.
(maybe today is a bad day. . . . not sure. . . .)
M