Annie...... those are probably the most meaningful, beautiful words I ever read in my whole life about how parents matter to their children.
Thanks! They sense it! Our good intentions and love for them are what counts the most when they fall asleep at night Anacrusis

Jess....... these are some energy hugs for you...
Hope the direction of your symptoms changes in the very near future and in the meanwhile you find different ways to continue being the great Mom you already are .... Anacrusis