I am so sorry for your loss Ann!! I have not had to go through this but can imagine how difficult it is- definitely like losing a family member. I have two cats- the older of which is 6 & she is my companion; always on my lap or next to me when I can't stand to be touched. I truly believe that she is the reason I am still sane through the insanity of this illness. I hope that you have some support to help you through your loss Take care...

Lisa