Im sorry everyone, I didnt mean to say available, but to say able!! I currently have a home based job where I make my own hours. Ive been terminated twice over the past 10 months due to me not being able to physically do the job. Both jobs lasted two days. There are days at a time I cant work but i try to do as much as I can. I want to be a contributing member to society again and Im having a hard time adjusting. I have a friend who is a fraud to the system. He drives a gravel truck at night getting paid cash and he draws disability. Plays golf three days a week(has a membership) bowls twice a week. Maybe Im a little bitter. I do have representation and he was a little surprised about the decision also. I didnt mean to say what I did, I can see where it would be taken out of context. Its been a tough year!!! I just want to be normal again.