It's been a week and a half.

I have not. My insurance is about to run out; honestly that's partly why I want to go to the ER, and partially is because if I did temporarily lose consciousness while driving that scares me so much. All I remember is suddenly seeing the car out of nowhere and slamming on my brakes. But this is the 2nd time this has happened to me since October...a little under 2 months and 2 car accidents. My car is done for so I'm definitely not driving for a long time. I'm actually too afraid to ever drive I think.

I suffer from chronic anxiety and OCD, and like I said before even before the accident I did get checked out for chronic headaches and dizzy spells and they didn't find a cause.

I'm 26.

I live in Florida.

(Sorry for listing like this, I'm just...again a little slow right now, my head is killing me)

I'm actually thinking too of going to the ER because these suicidal thoughts, which are so uncharacteristic of me, are getting worse. And I at least want documentation of my medical condition while I'm still insured.

I don't know how I still hit the windshield if I was wearing my seatbelt. I went inside the car though and it was an exact match for where my contusions were, and the way the mirror was moved completely to the side...it only makes sense. There weren't any projectiles inside my car that could have made that AND pushed aside the mirror like that. Plus my seat got stuck so it was further up than usual when I drive. I have a picture but it won't let me post it. My car is an older car and I don't think the airbags deployed fully.

Simply thinking hurts. Concentrating. I'm nervous because I'm a grad school student, was super sharp, and now I just want to quit. I feel so traumatized by this. I don't know if I can continue to train to do what I want to do.