Originally Posted by Rrae

I completely understand feeling despair to the degree you are speaking of. Especially this time of year and the pressure that society puts on us that we must buy 'things' for our family and friends. We used to live pretty comfortably financially, but I've since lost my job and am on the road to disability. Money is not there anymore, just the basics. My boys are old enuf to understand things and I've explained beforehand that Christmas won't be full of presents and money in their stockings. I have a 2 yr old grandson who I cherish.

Now, especially with all the bizarre things going on in the news and rumors of the world ending yadda yadda yadda.....I've begun to realize that nothing else really matters. Having the basics to get by and having healthy children and my husband and sticking together as a family - that's what really matters.
Some of the most simple things can make for a gift that will last a lifetime.
Framed pictures of a good memory can mean much more than a store-bought toy that will probably fall apart next week. Something handmade from Grampa can be something to cherish. Taking the kids to look at christmas lights and songs, laughter, etc make for wonderful memories. Making cookies with the kids....or a gingerbread house.

Here I am babbling . I just wanted to say to you that my heart goes out to you and I understand some of your struggles, because I struggle with some of the same.
Please don't let the 'pressures' of the outside world weigh heavy on you. I do too. We're only human. But, an encouraging word can go a long way.
It's good that we have this place to come to where people really understand.

Sometimes when I have my medication doses changed, I become vulnerable to overwhelming feelings and anxiety. Please don't let that dark cloud weigh heavy on you. From one who suffers depression to another, take each day as an opportunity. Instead of seeing everything in one lump sum, be the best you can be.....just for today.

Someone who cares...
Rae