dear God

i know your listening
i am done
i feel lately
your mocking me
pushed me over the edge

i have 20 oxyicontin 30 mg missing

no reason to rub in my face
as there are nothing by chance
the woman in my boob doctors office
3 level fusion in cervical and a 3 level
lower back a success how can and why
would i be angry at her
i not
i just told God really really
what was the f.....g reason i was to meet
her other than bring me down
as it didn't do me any good
i'm ready to go home
i want to go home

my meds were taken
the end of the line for me
today i just exist