My dad is probably going to drop the auto insurance to help offset for the impound fees and towing fees (he had to drive 8 hours down and tow the car to where they live). But my health insurance is about to run out at the end of the month. Seeing a neurologist is impossible.

My car actually isn't going to be junked or scrapped. It actually still starts. So there's a possibility of fixing it; although it will be a long drawn out process as the body work and such will be expensive. Won't happen for a little while.

What I still don't understand is how even with a seat belt I was propelled so far upward/forward that my head hit and cracked the windshield.

I have medical coverage insurance in my policy and I qualify for it, but, there's a huge deductible/out of pocket cost before they actually start paying.

Thanks for the responses I appreciate it. It's just been such an overwhelming week and a half. I keep on thinking maybe it would be better if I just went through that windshield. I know it's bad to think but, I just can't get it out of my mind. I want to die. That night was one of the most enjoyable ones I've had in YEARS. I had been looking forward to it for such a long time. And then this happens and I'm overly depressed and just want to die.