I think that just because a disease is unpredictable doesn´t mean that we shouldn´t look for predictable patterns - just not be swept away by them
and think that we have reached final static answers. What has kept me absolutely sane during these last few years is finding those small pockets of predictability during unpredictable periods of unpredictable myasthenic weakness! I got to really observe how my body and brain respond accordingly over time to a fluctuating invader and this is what fascinates and surprises me most

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