Its depressing to realize this is never going to go away.

I have been in denial I guess, since this is all fairly new to me. When I really think about the fact that I am going to have to deal with this everyday for the rest of my life...it gets so depressing. I keep dreaming I will find the right supplement and it will be healed and life will resume.

Instead I find myself thinking of my feet everyday of my life. It's not even been a year. I can't imagine this for...ever.