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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 68
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Junior Member
Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 68
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Leesa:
Thank you for your words. This has been a journey for me since 1988. I never expected my life to go down this path.
I know I cant predict the future, all I can do is hope for the best. The pain pump is being done on 1/11/13, so just under 2 weeks away. I cant say that the pump will work as well as the trial did. I am prepared in that I know there may be some days that I have to deal with some off days. But if overall I get even a 50% relief from the pump then I am better off then not getting any relief at all.
As to where I am headed with the cervical/thoracic issues that is still up in the air and will deal with that in due time.
You ended your post about finding happiness. I have been struggling with this for such a long time. Trying to find happiness within in spite of what I am feeling physically and emotionally. But I will never give in my search for happiness.
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