Today I was writing to Johanna and was trying to explain that I am going to try to approach things differently because the last several weeks I have been in a place that has been scary and reminicent of the beginning.
And in the beginnng I tried going to a very gentle and understand soul for some hypno therapy. We would often talk for an hour prior to the hypnosis to focus where the hypnosis should be directed. I think it helped me to relax and find some peace.
So yesterday I went back to review the notes I had taken during those sessions and just wanted to share with everyone.
Maybe something will strike a cord, maybe not, maybe you will find it corny but at the time some of the thoughts gave me peace
So here goes....( in no specific order)
Today I will...
Let go of judgement ..of myself, my condition and pain
The mind creates complexity, the mind is not peaceful, it prejudges
Be more loving of myself
Find value in everything
Find a purpose in each day each moment
Choose to heal instead of need to know
Stop needing to know about my illness and obsessing for control
Wanting control implies not having it
I will let go and find out what will happen
Can I really let go of what I think and know and maybe just maybe allow it to be better than what I think it is
The past and the future reside only in the mind...joy exists in the now. Choice only exists in the here and now.
Evolve at your own pace
Fear comes from limits
Fear is reactive
Fear doesn't come from the spirit
Fear is toxic and exaggerates pain
So many of us lose our old selves... dont...Choose to be positive, choose to contibute , choose to be Shelley or Peg or Dabbo or Dawn or Jo or BB or DiMarie or Fish
Near the end of our time together, my hypnotist told me write a letter to my body ...thank it for being, for being patient and tell it how much you love it unconditionally. I think maybe I will do that tonight after all this time.
