My entire life (even my mother says) I see the world different. View and see things others don't. Recently I have just been so lost in this world. Why am I so different from everyone else? Why am I the only one that sees things as what they are? Or maybe I'm not. Am I crazy? Or is everyone else? Who am i ? What am I ? I legit feel like an alien just plopped onto this world with no understanding. But then again I feel like I understand humans more than most and that I am just not like them. What is going on with me? Am I nuts? I can't keep a straight thought anymore. I keep jumping from one thought to the nest. I can't stop asking questions. I just want this to end. All I want in life is to be happy. But how can I if I feel so disconnected to the world? Does anyone else feel like they've completely lost it? Or maybe I never had it (sanity). I just want someone to understand but I feel like I cannot completely articulate what I am feeling or who I am into words.