It ticks me off cuz there is really no cure or treatment for this stuff. Those of you with only physical symptoms like headaches and dizziness are lucky. You can pop a pill that will give you at least some relief. People like me, with huge cognitice deficits, have to alter our lifestyle and live like hermits. I'm 28 and my life is pretty much over. No clubs, no music, no TV, no movies, no video games and no social life. What kind of 28 year old lives a life like that? Lol.

I do, apparently. I don't know what I'd do if my girlfriend of 3 years left me. How the heck do you find a chick when you can't do anything fun? I'm glad my girl doesn't mind sitting in the house with me and being a hermit.

What can I do to improve my cognition? I've tried lots of different things over the last 19-20 months and nothing seems to work. How do I train myself to be able to watch TV again? That one really frustrates me. It's embarrassing when I go to a friends house and he/she asks if I want to watch a movie/show with them. Or, if they even say hey watch this part it's funny. Even just a brief couple seconds will mess up my cognition. I miss watching football .

Maybe I'll just move out in the middle of nowhere by myself and live like a hermit. Watch all the TV I want and play countless hours of video games until I become retarded. At least I won't have to deal with anyone!!!

Life has definitely sucked for over a year and a half now and isn't getting better at all. I feel like I've been living under a rock cuz it's been so long since I've been able to watch the news, or new movies or video games...so people will ask me "Hey, you heard about what happened in Wichita?" or "Hey you seen that new movie?" and I'm like noooo cuz I live under a rock. I try to read the news online but can't retain anything.

K...end of my rant. Just reread and it's kinda funny but sad.