things have got so bad i have forgotten how bad i felt before 2003 if you know what i mean, im now 10 yr down the line and have never felt so bad. My doc and pain management clinic talk to me as if im 6yrs old they give me morphine and oxycontin and every nerve damage pill going and its me that ups and downs my meds myself!!!! I kid you not please help.I have stoped the morphine and oxycontin but diazepam seems to help???