Emily,
This is a very important statement that you posted. And from my experience, it is always better to "write it down" or "post it" to help with the confirmation!
I have had CRPS since 2008. Progress and perspective usually doesn't happen immediately. This is a marathon, not a sprint. You will have your share of struggles. But I think your relationship with pain is what you have made some progress with.
Good for you Emily. Good for you..............