Abbey, Hang in there. When is your appt. with neurologist? Is the neurologist experienced in RSD? Is there a local support group near you? RSDSA.org -the national organization has the list of groups in your zip code area. The group leader may have informaton for you in your area. Hang on to hope-it takes many tests and experience to correctly diagnose this disorder. It is certainly natural for you to be anxious and experience depression. Keeping getting as much informaton as possible. Neurotin is a common med for RSD-I was on 3200 mg. for several years, but no longer take it. I no longer have the electric shocks. Was on it for a few years-have had RSD since 1996, but not diagnosed for 5 years. Let us know how you are doing and what neuro. says. loretta