I am so sorry you hurt that much. Anyone with cronic pain understands your situation. You can vent here all you need to and there will be people who will understand. I know of several others who could not get into see their physicians. Cymbalta for RSD or CRPS is worth looking up on the internet to see if it is effective. Have you kept a journal to show your doctor about what you are going through? Sometimes the doctor needs to know just how bad it gets. The squeeky wheels get the oil. Express all your concerns, and tell him just how hard this has been, with trying to raise a child etc. I hope you get the help you need. Go to the ER if you have to. I go upset enough to do that very thing with another painful condition, and I was not ignored. I wish you all the best, and less pain today. ginnie