dear God

where is the love
the world goes round and round
some of the things i look for
either it doesn't exist or doesn't
present itself to me
i have allowed myself
a silly challenge and
joined a match making
company reputable as it is advertised
often so now i have a computer
looking for comparability and
bingo a set of opportunities
on the screen
in the week i have become a member
no such luck yet
but then i was honest answering
all questions
first time i send a smile out
to Terry he asks me even more
questions then one last question
i asked him was why did he join
if it was for fun or a serious way
to get to meet someone with
same qualities i answered over
100 questions asked by him and of all
questions 5 we had a difference
of opinions then he want to
ask me three more questions
i forget the two of three
one that i believe hearing from
me was i joined in hope of a help
of some company as such helps
with likes and not
well back to the answer why
i joined
"the hope to find someone compatible
in (the survey he put together) the direction
of a possible match where it may become
a love
that was it
no more messages
so God
i crack myself up
all in you hands
but seriously to
be open as i am
i wouldn't have it
any other way
i hope that i'll
continue to get "interesting"
where i am uninterested
having some fun
it's a company making
some nice revenue i bet
blessed Eva is still here
mom will pick her up Saturday evening
pain is replaced by having to be there for Eva
awaiting Corissa
she went to her sisters poetry session
had a good time


my meds are all screwed up
insurance will not fill
must have different script for breakthru
still waiting for breakthrough
am now forced to take a forth in a day
as i did two nights ago
12:30 A.M. EXCRUCIATING
NO CHOICE
now my script is off
awaiting for doctor and pharmacist
to get on the same page its this
cookie that is suffering
enough said

Gerry prayers
did not know of
your flu
this is terrible
still await when
able to call
my love and prayers

me

that someone who cares
to all i wish a blessed happy
belly laugh day