I dont know how honored... she is dead and a butterfly is nothing really and the feeling that she is gone yet I am here makes the unworthy quilt just smoother me .
I actually talked with her oldest and also her younger sister yesterday. her sister was so glad we talked and thanked me said it really helps when i call and check on her and we talk. that made me feel good makes me feel like in talking with my bff kids and her sister ..that it makes my friend happy up in heaven makes me feel close to her in an odd way. so butterfly try to reach out to your friends family they are hurt just as much as you and it is hard for them like it is hard for you... sharing that with them and them with you WILL help. Lots of healing hugs to you Butterfly!!

PEACE
BMW