I am so sorry for your sick fur baby. We lost several, fur grand babies and two of mine here. It hurt to watch them slowly passing until they went to sleep. The hardest were saying goodbye with intervention. I didn't do well at all. I am pretty sure it was easier on the kitty, but what heartache and crying.
Wish I were there to be your shoulder. I felt guilty when dil was the one comforting me when I was so use to being the shoulder.

One of my Dd's cat's I inherited from her is destroying my carpets, I feel so helpless, but would not want to part with him. Crazy how emotionally attached to the furry pets we become.

Thinking of you and hope you can find comfort in knowing your loved here and caring supportive friends are shoulders.
Di