dear God
dear friends

it's really got a hold on me
my sweet angel Eva head butt
me
the frighting thing is
it was directly on top the
crown if you will
the headache is a monster
at the moment of contact
something caused electrical
charges throughout my neck
down both arms more powerful
on right than left stopping at elbows
it feels bruised
this was always a fear of mine
and she cried it was so hard
anyhow blessed another day
hoping to see her soon
my depression is at its worse
i had a session with my shrink
and it certainly was a good one
"it's about time you started talking
about yourself"
i was shocked
i thought i was speaking to him
about me
apparently not
it was clarifying
i am it to them
and they have to grow up
at some point in their lives
but the depression is
and it affects all in life
i FEEL WORTHLESS
AND AS THIS I PRAY TO PASS
it is such a horrible way to feel
waiting
bless us Lord
hear our prayers
as thy will be done
Mother Mary
save this body
help it come along
with no more disease
i have a birthday coming
around the corner
allow me to wake up grateful
may justice prevail throughout
the rest of my life
with God in my life
i thank you dear God
i thank you dear God
I THANK YOU DEAR GOD
THE ALMIGHTY!!

THAT SOMEONE WHO CARES