The poster above has great advice. I'm still searching for a doctor who will help.
I'm far too new in my recovery to have any advice but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry this happened to you. I can feel your frustration, and justified worries. You are very articulate in your post.
This is a good place to seek understanding for yourself and from others who've been there, or are still there.
Browse around and I'm sure you'll find some info that clicks. Even just feeling less alone helps. You're in good company.