Honey
There is so much I want to say, But i will keep it short for now! As you know my Mom has AZ......It is an UGLY UGLY UGLY disease....She is not MOM anymore, Mom is gone. I mourn her daily!!!
I wish I could have lost her when she was still Mom. I still remember her as she was, But, I am afraid before she passes all I will remember is the shell of herself that she has become.
Your friend left you all when it was right for her.........how frightning it must be to know you will soon forget all you knew and all people you knew. My heart breaks for my Mom.
I too assisted my Aunt a few years back, terminal cancer......I felt no shame , no regret......I feel bad for her family, but she had the right to choose how and when it was her time!!
Love you
I am at work so have limited time........I could write a book!!! LOL