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Old 01-25-2013, 09:39 AM
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Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow View Post
I think I need some self reflection . I honestly do NOT feel suicidal and do not feel like hurting myself or anything like that. I am just very sad and confused . Koala No i haven't really posted here about this before. I have been afraid to because I most always post in the t.n. forum but have stopped going in there and really havent wanted my t.n. friends finding me in here finding me weak and all that. ya know ? weird sure but I have never claimed to NOT be weird. I need to look back not on this one thing or just her but everything . surely there is something in my past lessons to "grow from" or learn from. so self reflection . thank you to each of you for being here listening and helping.
In the realization of the weakness of self there is strength to be found, from within, from blessings, from those of us around you who love and support. Hey, kinda like when I have written of DARK things in the SCS forum, I was laying bare the reality of my spirit so the story of my experience would not be skewed..... but more so the real for all who gather there. In this, there is ability to be covered over by support and love from those who on T.N. love you deeply.

You are, have been, and shall continue to be a Dear Friend to any who are privileged to call you thus. I feel privileged. I am blessed you are one of my friends. AND, you give of yourself without pause.... thus we are all blessed.

Uh huh,
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