Hi Lui!

Sorry you are not feeling well.

Many people here take antipsychotics but I believe that you need to make an educated decision. Make sure that your doctor discusses what he/ she will provide. Make sure you know the side effects and the dosage and if you will have to be weaned off or if you can take them occasionally for a panic attack. You should bring someone with you to the doctor to help you ask your questions.

Did you discuss with the doc your anxiety? is there anything that calms you down besides meds? It is hard how you are not even at home right now. You have to have more support.

And don't google that much. Most stuff on the internet is worse case scenario.
Did your parents learn more about PCS? Did your new host family learn more? Do they go with you to the appointments?

Please take care Lui!