My cat was doing better and we were very much encouraged. She was eating more and even eating a variety of foods. Her litter box was nice and full. Then, all of a sudden she stopped. She didn't eat a thing yesterday. I haven't talked to my H today to see what happened.

I was crying so hard last night I could not stop. I tried going to bed but it didn't help. Finally I got back up, had some tea and took a xanax. I went back to bed at 2AM only to get up for work at 6. I am so incredibly depressed. I don't want to do anything but sit and cry. I haven't cooked dinner in 3 days. The sink is full of dirty dishes. My H is going out tonight. I think I'll take the phone off the hook and try to sleep.

As of right now the cat is not even holding her own. She is getting thinner and thinner. But, she still seems happy and in no pain. I can't figure it out. I wish I could help her.

I have an appointment with my Dr. tomorrow for an eye infection. I think I'll see if there is something she can give me that is not addictive. When I lived near a big city I had a Pdoc I could go to who was very understanding. Now that we live in a small town there is only my PCP. I hope she can help.