Is my life on hold? Or even worse will i ever have fun again?

I just watched my wife leave for a "girls night out". Although i tried my best to hide it, i cant help but be a little sad that i have not done anything in the last two months that was even remotely fun.

I used to be the most positive person and enjoyed every aspect of my life.

Now, i feel as if i will be stuck in this world for ever. My symptoms seem to be getting stranger as the time goes on and i am losing my patience with not seeing an end in sight.

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