I understand the Funk..Been there done that many times. I wondered why my DH stayed, after my MS took over my life and his, but he did. I guess he loved me.

Looking back, I think that making him a part of it and not hiding my feelings. He was proud of my moving forward and maintaining as much independence as I could and YET, still needing him to be there beside me. Our love grew deeper and we became each other's best friend.

He is, then, the one who became Ill and died in Jan. 2004. I miss him terribly, but am blessed to have had his love, support and companionship for 35yrs.

I am so sorry for the funky flare you are in now, Jessie and I hope you feel better soon. Worrying about what the future holds for you and your love is wasted time that you could spend being happy and enjoying what you have.....now!!

Love and Hugs,