The snow has gone .. and I know I could go out on Little Tootle today but I can't be bothered. I think to myself .. go on, you'll enjoy it .. but you know, it's cold .. and I'm here snug and warm with a good book. So I wont feel guilty and will stay at home.

Oh dear .. well, spent Tuesday night in Hospital as I had procedures starting at 8am. They a joy, believe me .. pride went out the door, aswell as my paper knickers .. and I wan't even asleep ! The shame !

I've had waterwork problems so I was sent to see a Urologist. He was very nice, but I think he's seen more of me than my husband has this last year. haha.

First text was .. do you really wanna know? If you don't .. click off this post.

I lay on a bed and they stuck a catheter where I pee pee, then to add to the humiliation then stuck something up my bum holey!

THEN they filled them both with water and kept asking me to cough. I kept doing little coughs because I was scared of umm .. shall we say, messing the bed.

THEN, if that wasn't enough, the buggers turned the bed up so I was stood upright ... and asked me to cough again .. (i know how men feel now).

I emptied my bladder and they x rayed me which showed I was emptying properly.

You thought that was it .. didn't you .. ??

Nope .. worse to come.

Two easy bits a scan of my kidneys and bladder.

I was gaggin and they wouldn't let me drink.

Final thing was he put a cameral up my pee pee holey and had a good nose around my bladder for growths ... he was so excited he even showed me. (Oh, so i know what my bladder looks like inside zippy do!)

aLL IN ALL .. the good news is, no growths anywhere ... and I just have an over active bladder, for which he is going to try me on some pills.

The thing is, after that last proedure, sheesh, I felt like I had to worst case of cystitis ever for at least two house. Not nice.

I spent yesterday sleeping on and off because of the pain it caused in my back and I guess, the shock ! I did know what I was going in for, but it's a wee bit different when you're lay on a table with your lady bits on show.

So .. this morning I get a letter to see. Rob Atcheson and Donna, Rob is my pain specialist and anesthetist .. this is for Monday. Another letter too, asking me to go see my SURGEON in March. Surely this means they are planning another operation of some sort?

They would tell me at the first appointment on Monday if it wren't surely?

I'm all bubbly inside.

OOh I have another appointment on 12th Feb with a knee specialist as the cartlidge is hurtin in my knee and I don't have much movement.

Apart from that, I'm ok. So, so tired all the time. Wish I wasn't.

Love to all x