hriffe, I'm so glad you found us. Have you checked out the MS forum yet? http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=17
It is a very active forum, with a lot of posters. They can give you a lot of advice, I'm sure.
I'm sorry that you are having so many problems. I know from experience (Myasthenia gravis, not MS), that it can be heart wrenching to have to give up favorite activities. But we do what we have to do, take one day at a time, and try to find the best in every situation.
Hugs,