Dianna,

I dreamed last night that I was chosen to lead a class in french cuisine and first served everyone an exquisite cherry-cream cheese pastry- but then therre were none left for me and was I ever upset - internally i blamed the circumstance on everyone else and wanted to announce and explain and blaame this problem oon parkinsons when the truth was that it was me that shorted myself. I wanted to be glorified for the gift of those pastries when i didn't make them - just served them.
I'm sharing this wiitth you because reading your post i get tthe feeling that you too feel unacknowledged - but this yyou must fiirst do for yourself ! feeling special isn't all its cracked up to be lest you miss out on the pastries