Hello,
I've gotten my directions from my epi's nurse today ~ stop driving for at least 3 months and report to the state. It wasn't easy for me to be honest with them, as I was afraid of losing my license. I fought my guilty conscience vs. fear of my ex-hub imposing anger and disappointment in me. I knew that it was right to speak up to my epi and risk losing my license, but I'm still afraid of the consequences. We have split custody of our 2 daughters, but he is the "primary" custodian. And they live 20 miles away from me...There is no mass transit outside of my town. How I will get there to see my girls is a mystery.
It's a big mess! But, at least the decision has been made by a professional, they're upping my meds, and we will see how things go from here. I'll have to push myself to get back into keeping a journal to record my sz's. Thank you for talking to me ~ it's been a while since I've been active in any E communities. E has always been an important aspect of my life, since I was finally diagnosed anyway.