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Originally Posted by Consider
It seems I am stuck. Really stuck and I don't know what to do. I feel my life is meaningless, and I am just..stuck. I went to the store last night with mom and brother, then nearly had a panic attack. I escaped from the store, to the car. Later on, Mom sent me to Michaels to pick up some crafts. I was fine then, just a bit exhausted from the anxiety. This morning I woke up disappointed. Pretty disappointed. I feel my brain is just damaged and should just stay in bed for the rest of my life, I am so sad that I can't even speak the words. I just want help. I am tired of the bathroom issues every morning, I am tired of my Occipital Neuralgia taking over my every outing, tired of the anxiety, and I want my old life back. I just really do. It's hard being alone, it's hard doing this. I just need some help from somewhere, someone, anybody.
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I know exactly how you feel. You wonder what's the point, will it ever end
I've had that feeling lots of times and even considered the worst. all I can say is it will get better, you must
Try to remember the good days and focus on them a d try to think
What happened to make them good. I agree the anxiety is the pits. I would give anything not to have It. I feel for you and wish I could be more help.
I think you need to try and reduce your anxiety, which is not easy I know, but this will help greatly to reduce your symptoms . It will pass, but who quickly who knows. Be strong will be thinking of you. C