Not good, not good at all.

It is a UTI apparently coming from a reduced immune system due to MS. got a bad one and never felt pain from it, but my bladder is numb, from MS...I don't know exactly WTF he told me. I'm on anti biotics and leaking badly. I had to get pads and the underwear this time around till it clears up.. My mom went with me and did the business of buying the depends BS... Should only be for a couple more days, but I feel like effing crap right now....We are at Arbys and I am trying to eat a sandwich running to the bathroom all the time. I have to drink tons of water with the antibiotics./

I guess the UTI was due from a weakening immune system.... or something.

It's just weird..... A month ago I was enjoying bike riding and now I had to lean on my 60 year old mother(because of the snow storm here and slipping), bags of "man-Pads" in the car plus talk of weakening immune systems.

I tried to stay tough and all that, but right now I am starting to become unglued. I'm not even 40 yet and hasn't been all that long since the DX. All I feel like doing is going home right now.

Thanks for being here, everyone...I think I'm going to be here more often now.