I'm glad to hear that you found an opening to focus on being good to yourself.

I think we all feel your anger. This is a very hard and frustrating process. The money and time are important material constraints, but until you heal, there can be no work. So it really is important to feel everything (anger to pity to hopelessness to fear) and then to return to a place of being kind to yourself.

Each journey begins with one step....(some Chinese saying) and reminds me that we all need to begin somewhere.