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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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Struggling With People
Well another Saturday night of me sitting at home with the dog while my family is out of town having fun(happy for them)I have seen it all this past week.
I no longer can drive on passenger side of car...I have to drive!!I still get panic and nausea from peoples driving!(I think certain people think it's funny)
I had been in a yelling match fighting for myself with a state worker...I got in a yelling match with my main case manager...Nobody understands me!!!
I have been feeling a little better since I got medication(2weeks now)with a few melt downs and physical symptoms....Reason of the melt downs then trigger physical symptoms....NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME BUT VERY FEW....My fuse is short, frustrating, and overwhelmed! I just rather live like a hermit because every time I make the effort to try this socialize thing or just communicate with people I experience a melt down....
How does other survivors deal or cope with toxic people?(In my eyes their all toxic to me)Sad but true....Feedback is appreciated greatly 
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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