Kenjhee,

I appreciate your support and encouragement, but I'm not sure you understand my particular situation.


Picture a jar containing an egg that is filled with water. You can shake it around and the egg inside will be okay.


Now, picture a jar containing only an egg; no water. If you move it around, the egg will hit the sides of the jar and crack.


This is the situation I have; every time I move, my brain is like the egg inside the jar that is my skull. If I move too quickly, my brain crashes into my skull, causing a concussion. This causes me to not be able to move quickly, in any way. Doing martial arts would quite literally send me into a coma, as my guess.

Even if I didn't get hit in the head, moving vigorously causes internal damage.


This makes it dangerous for me to move. So I stop moving as much as possible. No more physical activity for me.


Regards,
Andrew