I am so sorry you have such pain. I think if I were that bad, I would troop right to the hospital and tell them to lock me up until I got some help. This isn't fair to you. Doctors are afraid of their licences. It is happening all over this country, and overseas. I weaned off morphine, and have to admit, it isn't a joyride with what pain I still have. However when I was taking it, it did work. I wish I had some words to help you. I do have empathy for those of us in critical pain. Don't give up, search for the help. Maybe even post where you are located, and some of our members may know a good pain specialist. Also there is a doctor called a physiatrist. They specialize in pain, and also treat at a cellular level. You will be in my prayers. ginnie