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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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I am sorry you feel this way Nick...This is a hard battle and I know from my experience medication is a must with the intense intrusive thoughts....Like Rio said you are needed very much by your children and loved one's...If you cannot get fast help then go to the hospital and get a behavior assessment with honest feelings...You are young and strong and have to listen to the MDs...I hope you reverse these thoughts and seek help seriously.My prayers are with you 
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Originally Posted by SpaceCadet
brain patch,
Hi there. It sounds like we have a lot of the same struggles. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to send me a PM.
Everyone else....I seriously considered suicide today. What's the point in living if there is no hope for me ever recovering? I can't really do much for my son in this condition and it's only getting worse. I keep sleeping and sleeping, laying in bed, trying to read a book and avoiding stimulation and stress like the plague but still function worse and worse everyday. What the hell could possibly be happening to me? For Christ sakes, I just want a little bit of thought clarity. I don't ever get a moment of peace. Can't remember the last time I had a "symptom free" day. I don't even know what that is.
Might as well just give up.
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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