Hi Karenlea, and Welcome! I'm glad you found this forum and shared with us how you feel. No one should go thru constant pain and lack of mobility feeling like giving up alone. Just being able to share your thoughts and stresses helps.
You'll find so much comfort and support here. There are so many here dealing with pain, disability, and many other issues. It's a 'safe' place to come and share without judgment. I hope you find the comfort that I have found. loretta