Well, I like my doctor. She told me I would be OK but she didn't know what the process of me being OK would entail. My 1st dose of mestinon fixed the ptosis. There's lots of testing scheduled. It's time to hunker down and deal with a chronic illness. I can do that. I don't want to, but I will.

I'm not sure that's my 'final answer' on acceptance. My thoughts are all over the place.