Saffy,
Thanks for the update. That was really risky going out in your condition. With the anger issues, it is you that would be hurt most. It's just not worth it. Please be good to yourself. I know you have been given so many ups and downs.

Too bad your daughter has so much to deal with as well; but you can't put it all on your shoulders; it is too much for you. As you say, she is 21. Unfortunately, the man who moldested her got away too easily. Pray both you and your daughter can deal with this. It is tearing both of you to pieces. He's just not worth it.

Now wasn't that a pleasant surprise. Do you think that was coincidence this nice lady drove you the rest of the way to the doctors. Especially her praying with you. I do believe "conincidence" is Jesus' way of remaining anonymous. He was there with you all the time.

Meds are rough. I am on a high dose of Oxycontin and percocet; but without them making it thru each day would be even more difficult. I guess each of us have to decide what is most important in our lives. I do try not to lay down too much and keep busy because, as you know, they can make you sleepy. Although, I am lucky, the Oxycontin does not seem to react that way with me.

I Sure hope the surgeon's appointment on the 28th will bring some good news. ''
Let us know how it turns out.

Love & Prayers,
Gerry