Hi flopper,
I'm so sorry things aren't looking to good for you. Take my word I've had sz. meds become toxic on me more than once and it made me feel like I was drunk. I couldn't stand on my own I had to hold onto something or have my husband hold me up. When I took depakote I was having blood tests every week because 43 people passed away from liver failure. You might want to try taking 5HTP along with flaxseed oil. I have a friend whose had sz. for many yrs. and is drug reisistant so she started taking B complex vitamins, flaxseed, and 5 HTP and she hasn't had a single sz. in 2 yrs. I'm getting sick and tired of sz. meds and I'm going to give this a try myself. Here's wishing you well and May God Bless You!

Sue